We had a rough recording of the podcast last night, there were technical difficulties that caused the Bois not to hear or see me at times. The problems shouldn’t be obvious to the listener, but whenever this sort of thing happen it puts a fire in me since it’s no fault of the humans. We’re doing the same things as always, but the computers are having a problem. Still it’s my show and a representation of me, I don’t like when things make me look bad, which was also something we discussed on the show. The combination of that discussion and technical difficulties has got me energized to strike back with a vengeance, shaking me out of grind building a channel. It’s me against me, nothing matter except that I hit harder than I did last time. The technical side of things isn’t me, it’s just a means through which people have access to me. Getting tangled up will slow me down. All that means I need to study, first I plan to read Henry Kissinger’s book Nuclear Weapons and Foreign Policy because I believe he shaped the world we live in today. He laid out his plan in that book and taught future leader in highly exclusive classes. Knowing the rules to the game will lead me to have better success in it. After that there will be a fury of growth as physically I’ll be bottle necked by caring for the newborn. I’m outraged with how people act and am going to assert the power I’ve always had despite people thinking we’re born to be controlled.
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