War wages on, not an actually war just the fight for daily survival. There’s been a lot of snot in this house with all the cold and it’s raining today, so I expect more cold temperatures. Right now I’m working to keep the family ship sailing. Every morning I start at my healthiest and deteriorate through out the day. Sleep and nighttime bring the recovery that keeps me going. I did a good number of push ups and pull ups yesterday while I was still on the healthy side. Exercise for the first time feels like I’m using my muscles instead of pushing through pain. It’s enjoyable to flex my back and it’s basically enough to pull up; makes me feel strong. There will be no exercise today, more rest is required. Today will be taking care of the little princess, wiping her nose and drinking lots of water. Maybe the rain will be enjoyable to watch. Being sick is all about waiting, even right now my brain attempting to work and I can feel a clog. I was able to edit the next episode of my show, then in my brain fog posted it on Rumble instead of scheduling it for Saturday. It doesn’t effect anything, only that I know that wasn’t what I wanted to do. The problem with running everything by myself is every application has it’s own syntax, or language, the specific buttons I need to press and when. That is the war that continues, like Groundhog’s Day, attempting to have the perfect day.
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