13 April 2026

New week and a new chance to shine. This week I should finish recording my push up videos and that will be a big weight off my mind. This evening I was supposed to a 12 steps meeting to meet the owner, but don’t feel like that’s going to happen now. At the end of last week the elder princess was throwing up and stayed home from daycare a couple days. Today is the first chance to rest and I feel like that will take priority over any projects. My realtor thinks she found something to show me, so I have to talk to give her a call. For the property I was looking at myself I need to send official mail to the legal owner and I need to go to the tax collector to find out who bought the back taxes to see if I can buy them. One way I know I’m tired is I begin to question why am I doing any of these activities. The challenge is finding the right pace for a race with an unknown distance. Start too fast, then burn out, and any rest is taken with suspicion. If there’s no where I’m meant to be, it doesn’t matter that I arrive late.

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