My writing has basically been put on hold until I finish the push up videos. When a project takes a long time to make, it takes up more mental space and energy. There’s basically only one more video to record of me talking and also as projects get closer to the end, it feels more exhausting to get back into it, so it keeps getting delayed and worst case, never finished. The plan is to record today though. I feel spread too thin with everything going on and need to finish some chapters before working on new ones. Lately the little princess has been starting her morning around 5 AM and that’s been throwing me off. Looking at the date, I have to two weeks to build my newsstand and write a new issue. It feels intimidating to think about even if it could all be done in a day, it’s not going to be today. When my mind gets hung up on an idea like recording today, the rest of my brain turns off and I can’t think of anything else.
Chris' Morning Pages 