23 October 2023

With all of my new online presence activities, I want to completely stop it on the weekend so I can get used to the extra tasks. The reason I’ve brought myself back online was because at my sister’s wedding someone asked about the podcast I did three years ago and if I would want to do one with them. Social media is just another task like dishes, if I get myself used to it then it can be maintained without any effort, that takes time and rest. Often I’ll use the tag “self help” or “motivational” for these writings, I guess that is something I’m interested in, improving myself. I’ve never had much luck helping other, or helping them to help themselves, I think helping someone that doesn’t want to help themselves is usually a waste of energy. With my podcast the way I see it lasting is if it is helping me, so that anytime I wonder why I’m doing it I’ll be happy to answer that it improves my life. The other guys I’ll be hosting with may be after some help too, when I was visiting family at the wedding it opened my eyes to see other people as trapped inside their life like I’m trapped in mine. The difference may be that other people don’t have the fire inside them that keeps pushing forwards like I do, I hope that I can help them in some way. Blazing a trail in front can make travel easier behind, but I don’t think that’s what people want. There’s going to be some that are happy to follow and some that like to stay put, I try to talk to those blazing their own trail; the supermen and women as Nietzsche would say. Only he wouldn’t say women, the dude had some personal issue, that’s room for personal development.