26 October 2023

In problem solving, a lot of time can be spent figuring out the right question to ask. I have to spend time thinking how a sentence should be phrased because I don’t know who’s reading it and what their interpretation will be. It’s easiest to write to my daughter and live my life for her, that keeps things rated G. She’ll hear about my dark side, but the neighbor said it was hard to imagine me as the person that got shot at and it’s hard for me to imagine it as well. “Send me off to a foreign land.” Every part of my life has seemed unbelievable, it’s going to keep getting wilder; literally a goat. I’m having to learn discord and all sorts of new programs getting things ready for the podcast, the digital wild west. It’s important to play on the wild side occasionally, there’s no wildlife found in a cage. The dog, baby, and I were walking around the land and I tried to keep her to the areas where I’ve cut the grass short. Of course the baby immediately goes towards the pond area which is overgrown from the Summer. When she stopped at the edge of the overgrowth there were some unique flowers to examine that don’t grow anywhere else on the property. She wouldn’t know what those flowers look like up close without going to the edge of safety. Where’s my edge of safety? A baby has definitely put me outside of my comfort zone. I bench pressed 185 lbs for two reps today, that’s uncomfortable. I probably could have done three reps, but I have my sights set on 200 lbs. PS is also doing better in the child care area of the YMCA I work out in. They’ll be getting some new equipment next week and the gym will be closed for a few days.