We made it back from New Orleans, so was Chrisfest a success? Sure in the sense that we made it there and back. Old friends and groups coming together is complicated scenario that will take time to unpack, I haven’t even physically unpacked my bags. One friend was asked to leave for disorderly conduct, so I’m still figuring that out and never really got a chance to relax. The first question I ask is what did I do wrong, how did a bad thing happen from all the good we provided. Maybe lows are required to have highs, but I don’t think that’s the case here. Over my lifetime I’ve become more confident with my decisions, to know that I make good decisions. In contrast, when it comes to judging people I’ve grown to realize I’m not good at that, I want to believe everyone is trying their best and wants good all around; that’s not reality. A leader moves from the front, allowing for others to fall into the safety of their shadow. I ask what I did wrong because I can’t understand why people oppose me, I’m creating good things and sharing them freely with other, will give my full self to help them, still those I’m helping fight me knowing it will make every aspect of their situation worse while I’ll be fine. Reminds me of angels defying God, why do it? Because of ego, they should be the one with all the power. If you can’t control the little responsibility you’re given, more will only do harm.
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One man’s good decision is another man’s condemnation. You may find people are the hardest animal to understand. Good luck with that.
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