My parenting rhythm is coming back. For nearly three months we’ve been in survival mode, head down and take care of the baby. Life is stabilizing enough that I can begin to live again and the baby is developing enough routine that I can work on my own habits. Weightloss is at the forefront of my mind because my eating has been unregulated since early into pregnancy. My first plan is push up and pull ups. After putting the baby down for a nap I do a set of pull ups and after she wakes up a set of push ups. That’s enough to get my in an exercise mindset, cardio is my goal, but it will require stepping out of the house which is a hurdle push ups doesn’t have. The rowing machine is in the pole barn and I got a jump rope because I want to jump rope. With the jump rope I can step into my driveway, exercise for one minute and be tired, then increase from there. Running is my goal and I can run laps around my property, it’s difficulty makes it the hardest to mentally start. That’s a plan that will take about three months to get to where I want with running and then another three months of running to get where I’d like to be physically. That would bring me to Spring and I will have plenty to keep me busy then. Yesterday I reached 1,000 subscribers on my Youtube channel, which was my goal, my problem with goals is they don’t satisfy. I went to bed last night questioning what am I doing wrong and got to work on my new goals, exercise being one of them and professional goals being another side.
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