Rough day for me. Well as rough as my days can be. I am grateful for the wonderful life I have. I woke up at 4:30 am this morning and was wide awake. I didn’t have my phone next to me, so I couldn’t check the time when I woke up. That’s always a mistake. I have to have my phone when I go to bed. There’s too many possible things to think about and if my brain is allowed to latch on to one than the whole system will be on and it rarely shuts off before 10 pm. That said, I should try to force myself to take afternoon naps more often. I think they would help me relax and possibly give more energy during the evening. Maybe I’ll get a second wind of work. I need a second wind, I’ve felt so tired lately. Of course it probably doesn’t help that I’ve been playing VR with my friends this weekend and I’m pretty sure it gives me motion sickness. I just sort of lay down because the room is spinning, but it sounds like that’s what motion sickness is. I never would have guess.
I did some water color work today, trying to make a color piece for my Monday instagram. I’ll either have to push to do simpler color pieces or they won’t be done as frequently. One piece a week doesn’t seem hard, but when art becomes scheduled, the system likes to throw sparks and wake me up at 4 in the morning. Things are coming along and I’m still figuring out what I’m doing, but I’m putting my daily drawing in, so that’s all that matters. I put in my daily drawing for a year and I will be in a different place. That version of future Chris will know what to do, I just have to get this body to him.