21 June 2024

Happy first day of Summer everyone, I know it’s starting to feel like Summer where I am today’s high is going to be in the low 90s. This morning I rushed out to the pole barn to take a photo of the heavy bag stand for the customer service rep to show what I received. As I thought might be the case they ship the other parts separating and that’s what they confirmed. Glad to have that resolved. A Youtube short I posted yesterday got some good traction, in the beginning it was getting a thousand views an hour. Of course I’ve got to compete with Kim and Kanye who made a million a minute. I’ve been very pleased with how my new social media has been going and am grateful that I started it up again. When I stopped the podcast last time I was left with the regret that I wouldn’t get to see how it changes me. The change I’m specifically talking about is the change from talking aloud for years, like I’ve been doing these writings since 2018 I think and my ability to write is amazing compared to what I was doing then. The struggle to write is no longer there, I’ve already notice the preshow jitters of recording have gone away. As things grow it will morph into something different and I don’t know what that will be. 

20 June 2024

A lot of weeks I notice myself needing to take off on Wednesday, when I’m tired and doing a lot of rest I don’t have much desire or content to write around that time. There was no mowing or yard work this week, mostly all I’ve done is move heavy stuff to my pole barn like dumbbell weights, a punching bag, and a bag holder made of steel. There was a problem with the bag holder as the one I ordered was meant to hold two bags and they sent me the single. The bags I have planned are a six feet long muay thai bag for kicking and a 200 lbs heavy bag from realistic weight. At my previous house I had a 100 lbs bag and which is normally considered heavy since a lot of people get 88 lbs bags, but I knew I needed something more. The 200 lbs bag has arrived and that got moved back with everything, the UTV I got from the neighbor has been crucial in moving stuff. About five years ago I built a sturdy work bench out of woods, I’ve been hesitant to move it to the barn since it’s so heavy. After moving my 200 lbs bag and steel beams I picked up the workbench to see how it compared and it was feeling light now which makes me very happy, I can move it on my own and I’m stronger than I was. The Bois and I are going to be recording our weekly episode today at noon, usually it’s at 8 PM. Alex had said before that it feels weird recording when there’s day light, late sun during the Summer didn’t feel too weird, but today will definitely feel different. Strange looking fungus in the picture today.

18 June 2024

My princess had her second year doctor’s appointment yesterday. In keeping with my character of being a king, I’m going to start referring to my wife as queen and daughters as princesses. The appointment went well, she’s healthy, they did need to draw blood. The princess did great though, I had to hold her on the examination table while the nurses worked. They had me completely wrap her up with my body, it even reminded me of a jiu jitsu move. In the end she hardly acted out, of course there was crying, but that would have happened regardless due to everyone in the room acting so weird. The princess will start crying if I even pretend to be upset. During the blood draw she didn’t try to get away or fight at all, we had a harder time holding still for the doctor to look in her ears. Yesterday I learned another reason why my right elbow sprained from holding the princess, when she wants to get out of my arms and starts squirming, she’s developed a technique to put her feet on my forearm and push my elbow open. My lone bicep is not as strong as her legs when she’s on the inside. It came as a shock because I was carrying her like normal trying to remember what needs to get done when it felt like she was getting so heavy I couldn’t keep my arm up anymore. It’s a wild ride watching her personality develop and see what interesting ideas she comes up with. 

17 June 2024

We had a whirlwind weekend, my wife went to the hospital from work on Friday, then had an appendectomy on Saturday and we got her home on Sunday. Friday was also my daughters second birthday, we celebrated with mom once she was home. I can’t remember much of what happened this weekend aside from when my body would be at it’s limit. The first time I visited the hospital I parked on the wrong side of the building at walked all the way around carrying a toddler and a suitcase. When my arms felt like giving out I thought up a time during infantry school, it was the last night and filled with activities, the one I thought of was having to carry ammo cans down the road at night for an unknown distance. Ignore the pain and keep moving, it’ll be over eventually. This morning it seems like life is fairly normal with the addition of sore muscles. After I did pull ups on my tree my right elbow was a little sprained, I figured I had been carrying the baby primarily on my right, so I switched to carrying on the left. The was a moment yesterday when I was making eggs on a cast iron pan and my left wrist ran out of energy unable to lift the pan. My hand muscles are also tired and I can feel their weakness when I squeeze, this type of exhaustion excites me. If I’m doing alright when I’m this tired, imagine how strong I’ll be when I’m rested. That thinking I keep on my mind with my five year plan, the babies will keep me at my lowest energy, but in about five years they’ll both be going to school and I’ll be a king.

14 June 2024

The second round of mowing was more eventful than the first. Today I was mowing the front lawn and there is an area where the tree guy mulched up branches from the downed tree dispersing them onto the lawn. While driving around the mulched area I went over a big piece of wood and a mower blade got stuck. When the blades get stuck, usually from too much grass at once, the engine shuts down. My theory is is things stop moving, that floods the engine with fuel and stops movement. At first I didn’t like gas engines because I didn’t understand how they work. The more I know the better I’m seeing the connections in a gas engine, whereas if something breaks with an electric component, the whole tool is likely trash. With my mower stranded in the front yard I assessed the situation, the blade was into the wood deep enough that I couldn’t pull it out and the piece of wood was so big that there wasn’t anywhere for me to attempt to pull it off to. With the blades turned off I started the mower and drove back to my shed where there was shade and tools. The solution came in the form of a hatchet, I began chopping at the wood until it was small enough to move around and I had made room for the blade to wiggle out. That’s when I noticed how much damage my blades have been through, they’re frayed on the ends. I’d like to put some mulching blades on to go through the woods and then get new grass ones. My brother told me how replacing the blades should be easier than I thought, that the mowing deck comes off and then I don’t have to work underneath the mower. The lose I encountered was another screw for the pully covers, at least now I know where to get more.

13 June 2024

Mowing went well yesterday and I’m preparing for more today, nothing eventful happened as I was only cutting grass. There was a time when after I had gone over an area that I noticed a long black snake, the same as I saw on the back end of my property months ago. The species is called black runner I believe and they’re protected in this area, so I didn’t mess with it. When the grass grows long all sorts of wild life begin to inhabit it, it’s hard to believe when we were walking around in the tall grass we could have been a couple feet away from a snake. On a previous mow I saw a tortoise running for cover after I expose it’s resting spot, it was surprising the shell didn’t get hit by the mower. After all mowing there are field mice running around. The check up on the bees also went well, they hadn’t finished the sugar water I gave them that was almost three weeks old now which means they’d rather get their own food from the wild. When dealing with the bees I’m trying to get in and out as quick as possible, so I poured more food and left. Next time I visit I’ll probably removed the container for feeding and let them have more room. They are still building their own combs perpendicular to the manmade ones provided, but have hit the wall and now I’m hoping they’ll make use of my frames. Because the bees are building freely they build onto the roof which I have to rip off everytime I enter and it reveals little amounts of honey they’ve made. There are other frames I can put on top for them to continue growing, they still need to be assembled. 

12 June 2024

There’s a lot of mowing that needs to be done, last night my mower belt got delivered. I installed the belt and mowed some grass around the pole barn to make sure everything was working. The new bolts I got to attach the pulley covers worked well. An unexpected problem was some bug had covered the hole where the key goes with dirt, I was able to push the key through and pull it out enough times to clear the dirt so I could start the mower. Hopefully I’ll get a good chunk of grass done today, first the bees are overdue for a feeding. The process of feeding the bees has gotten pretty streamlined and it shouldn’t take long. With starting to mow again I also started up my audiobook, and the place in the book(Chronicles of Narnia) I left off at was right before the characters were to begin a new adventure, so I felt it was appropriately timed. All I can think of now is going around in circles cutting grass, I’m going to do that and will let you know tomorrow how it went. There will also be more mowing tomorrow and then again next week.

11 June 2024

After dropping the baby off this morning I swung by ACE hardware again since last time I forgot to look for lawn mower belts and other things. The store didn’t carry belts big enough, the other items on my list were more sand to weigh down a shade canopy and a hose for a refrigerator ice maker. After the last sand debacle I layed a tarp in my trunk and told my wife of course it won’t make a mess this time, it was even worse as the store was sold out of sand bags. Thankfully I did get the hose I needed for the fridge, we’ve been waiting a long time for this part as I’ve been trying to figure out what the part we needed was exactly. Last night my wife was able to do some research and solve the question, I know there are gaps in how I learn and am eager for her to help with projects. Manual labor is no problem for me, but I read fairly slow making the research side of things take a long time. Once I was home I was able to connect the hose while boiling some water to make syrup for the bees. After that I needed to do mowing around the pool with the push mower and I made some walking paths to the woods and trampoline since it’s the best I can do. There are ant hill on the boarder of the pool grass and I finally got around to spraying them. Finally I used the head trimmers to clean up a couple areas, first was where a tree was removed earlier this year, the roots underground had sprouted branches in about a 30 foot area. Since I don’t want to risk driving the mower over the stump area I needed to clear that up, then I trimmed back bushes that were touching the house. Here’s a photo of a cute church I saw on the way to ACE.