depression – Page 2 – Chris' Morning Pages

I don’t have to put up with this

Alright morning pages, I don’t know what’s been up lately but I feel like I haven’t wanted to talk to you. Maybe I’m tired and don’t feel like doing it, maybe I’m putting too much on myself and I’m beginning to fall towards depression. Whatever it is, I’m still here for another day. Today wasContinue reading “I don’t have to put up with this”

Catching Waves

Today is another one of those Tuesday is for therapy days. I actually have a pretty busy day by my standards. In two hours is my individual therapy, afterwards I’m planning on doing my food shopping. Then I’ve got a pretty big chunk of time before group therapy. I didn’t go to group therapy lastContinue reading “Catching Waves”

The Earth Says Hello

Good morning world, doesn’t the air taste amazing today! I’m not that chipper, but my spirits are much higher. I have this habit where once I’ve been around someone long enough that they see my depressed side, I then run away and hide from them. It’s embarrassing for people to see me like that becauseContinue reading “The Earth Says Hello”

This Just In

I’m feeling much better now, it felt nice to take some time to relax and reflect on what I’m doing in my life right now. I wanted to write this because as I was thinking about my earlier post two things came to mind. I hope people don’t ever feel, “Woe is me.” I’m knowContinue reading “This Just In”

Another Day, Another Click

I feel like trash today, I don’t know if I’ll even finish this, but I was thinking about my day and the one thing I’d at least like to have done is this. I realized yesterday my energy levels were low, so I dumped some stuff from my schedule. Let me explain it the wayContinue reading “Another Day, Another Click”

Special Report

Recently my wife and I had a tif because I ask for her opinions about what I’m doing here. I love my wife and I’m happy I can trust her to be honest with me, but I was hurt by her saying my morning pages seem muted since making them public. I want to beContinue reading “Special Report”