Today was my first day back at group therapy, it’s oddly satisfying to see those people again and sad that some are gone. It’s sold as a three module course that each consist of meeting once a week for 8 weeks. I think there’s a bond between people because you’re talking about a part ofContinue reading “Ozymandias”
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Why is pleasure seeking so powerful?
Obviously we want good things, but the immediate pleasures lead to me hating myself. I know there’s some stone that has to be turned so I can not have that as my default reaction, but the cycle will still stand. Is it because I can’t really see into the future like my mind things itContinue reading “Why is pleasure seeking so powerful?”
Write for Rights Sake
When I last left off in my book, I had the infinite. It seems to be a problem because in the face of it we are nothing and actions are meaningless. I always believed that doing the right thing was only good if a person’s primary motivation for doing it was because they thought itContinue reading “Write for Rights Sake”
Try and Stop Me
Good evening pages, sorry I’ve been writing you so lately. I just haven’t really had my heart in writing these. I fear any day now that I will stop doing it. On one hand I think that I don’t need to do this, it’s just another bore. I guess that’s a childish attitude. I’ll tryContinue reading “Try and Stop Me”
Serving up a side of existential dread
Maybe someday I’ll get around to writing that book. I wanted myself to answer the question, “What does evil do?” The problem is that was a prompt prepared by yesterday Chris, today Chris is a completely different person, he doesn’t want to talk about evil. I mean I do and always want to, but whatContinue reading “Serving up a side of existential dread”
The Universe, The Book
Hey, sorry about missing yesterday, I’ll try to be better. The wackiest thing happened to me and I got really tangled up. Wacky things seem to happen to me a lot, maybe I should start telling stories about frog races. That reminds me, I’m writing a book. It’s really the story of my life andContinue reading “The Universe, The Book”
Why I will probably go to the library less
For starters because I can’t have coffee or even a sip of water while working without looking over my shoulder. Literally a couple of weeks ago a guy came over to me and told me I wasn’t allowed to have water and that he saw me drink it. That’s fine, I get it, but here’sContinue reading “Why I will probably go to the library less”
What do you want to tell the world today?
I want to tell the world that I’m alive! There is a thought, that’s an important idea to remember, but it’s not a normal one to have. A person would have to go far off the path to arrive at that conclusion. First it requires a willingness to ask those sorts of question. If you’reContinue reading “What do you want to tell the world today?”
Did Someone Say Time Machine
Rough day for me. Well as rough as my days can be. I am grateful for the wonderful life I have. I woke up at 4:30 am this morning and was wide awake. I didn’t have my phone next to me, so I couldn’t check the time when I woke up. That’s always a mistake.Continue reading “Did Someone Say Time Machine”
Ahh Saturday, the Great Equalizer
I woke up this morning and went for a run to punish myself for not working out lately. I also started weighing myself again lately. I had been ignoring it during the holiday because it wasn’t really that bad and it would just be impossible to enjoy myself and enforce a diet. I really don’tContinue reading “Ahh Saturday, the Great Equalizer”
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